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Flamboyant NonViolent

by Fawn

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NEW MELODY- I WEAR THE SUN LIKE A CROWN SHADOW'S RUSTLING SOUND FADING SOFTLY BACK INTO THE WOOD IN KINDNESS IT IS UNDERSTOOD NEW MELODY- MY DOMINION OF GOLD UNTANGLE, UNTWIST AND UNFOLD STARVE THE SHADOW UNTIL IT FADES ON IN SILENCE FORGOTTEN AND GONE
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A LUCID HAZE ARE YOU STILL SANE? I’M WONDERING IF YOU SEEK COMFORT IN YOUR ANEMIC GAZE? THE DARKEST DAYS BUT YOU’RE STILL SANE ALL DRESSED IN GRAYS YOU ARE JUST A PERSON A JUST PERSON ADJUST JUST PERSON THE WRAITH URCHIN SWIMS ON THE CONCRETE GROUND JUST A PERSON A JUST PERSON ADJUST JUST PERSON RAGE WITHIN THE SAGE IS THAT WHAT YOU’VE FOUND? THE MOURNING DOVE FITS LIKE A GLOVE FROM ABOVE YOU MEANT SOMETHING BUT YOU SAID NOTHING, LOVE MONOCHROME MIDNIGHT SKY I’D BE YOUR DOVE BUT I’M JUST A PERSON A JUST PERSON ADJUST JUST PERSON THE WRAITH URCHIN SWIMS ON THE CONCRETE GROUND JUST A PERSON A JUST PERSON ADJUST JUST PERSON RAGE WITHIN THE SAGE IS THAT WHAT YOU’VE FOUND?
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In Synthesis 02:43
WATCH OUT! THE TONIC WIZARD’S JUST A MAN NOT THE WAY YOU WISH YOU HAD NOT THE ANSWER, NOT A DRUG NOT THE ALMIGHTY FROM ABOVE WATCH OUT! WATCH OUT- THE HERO BREAKS A RULE EVERYBODY LOOK A FOOL IN THE END THE HEROES FADE AND GURUS FLOW IN RETROGRADE YOU FEEL LOW, YOU FEEL LOW, YOU FEEL LOW HOW LOW CAN YOU GO?
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Mansions 03:59
RUNNING RED LIGHTS ALL NIGHT I FIND MY MIND EVERY NOW AND THEN MY SISTER TWIN- MY KIN. WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? DRIVE ME HOME AGAIN OVER AND OVER IN TIME I ALIGN TIL I SEE THE SIGN AND FEARLESSLY SEARCH FOR MINE ENDLESS VISIONS OF A KIND I WANT TO SEE LOVE FILLED MANSIONS I WANT TO FEEL FAST EXPANSION LOVE IS MY NEW GOLD STARLIGHT LOVE IS MY NIGHTS LINE OF SIGHT TIME AND TIME AGAIN CALLING OUT- WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? I FIND MY MIND DESIGN BACKSLIDES EVERY NOW AND THEN TORN IN TWO! ROMANCE THE CHANCE TO DANCE TO FIND YOU AND DO IT ALL AGAIN CUZ THE VISIONS I FIND IN KIND MY MIND NEEDS TWO OF THEM I WANT TO SEE LOVE FILLED MANSIONS I WANT TO FEEL FAST EXPANSION LOVE IS MY NEW GOLD STARLIGHT LOVE IS MY NIGHTS LINE OF SIGHT
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FINDING THE SIGNAL WITHIN THE NOISE IS THAT A SURE THING? I WANNA BE THE ONE WHO FALLS IN LOVE IS THAT A BAD THING? FEELS LIKE A GOOD THING DON’T GO NOW, DON’T GO NOW DON’T GO DARK FEELS LIKE A SAD THING I WANT THE WHISPER WITHOUT THE CHATTERING, TO SHATTER AND SCATTER ME STARS ON EVERYTHING SCARS ON EVERYTHING SCARRED LID AND SCARRED HEART SO DARK TOOTH MARK, DARK HEART DIE HARD FROM HEAVEN I FELL AND NOW I’M IN A MATRIX HELL THE PLACE BEYOND TRAGIC I CAN TELL THIS WON’T GO WELL IT’S A PRISON CELL KEYS WOULD BE MAGIC STAR CARDS AND SCARRED HEARTS DON’T GO DARK FEELS LIKE A BAD THING THE CHAOS BEAST WITH ITS INCESSANT CHATTERING IS TRYING TO SHATTER ME STARS ON EVERYTHING SCARS ON EVERYTHING SCARRED LID AND SCARRED HEART SO DARK TOOTH MARK, DARK HEART DIE HARD THEY SET THE BONES RIGHT AND THE WOUNDS ARE SEALED THEY SAID I’M HEALED I WANNA BE THE ONE FROM WHOM IT FALLS AWAY CUZ THAT’S A RAD THING I’LL MAKE IT A REAL THING DON’T GO NOW, DON’T GO NOW DON’T GO DARK FEELS LIKE A BAD THING TENTACLE WOUNDS OF THE CHAOS BEAST WILL HEAL AND FALL AWAY, YOU’LL SEE STARS ON EVERYTHING SCARS ON EVERYTHING SCARRED LID AND SCARRED HEART SO DARK TOOTH MARK, DARK HEART DIE HARD
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Change Angel 03:35
PRESS PLAY- AND THE MUSIC WILL OBEY IT’S IN THE STARS TODAY PRESS PLAY- AND WATCH THE MOVIE SWAY BEFORE IT SLIPS AWAY I DON’T REALLY CARE- BUT DOES IT SEEM SO STRANGE TIME ONLY LOVES ME WHEN I CHANGE MY STRANGE ANGEL THE CHANGE ANGEL I DON’T REALLY CARE- BUT DOES IT SEEM SO STRANGE TIME ONLY LOVES ME WHEN I CHANGE SO DON’T LET ME TURN BACK NO I WON’T EVER TURN BACK NO! ANGEL, ANGEL, ANGEL OUT IN MAGNETIC FIELDS YOU MAKE IT SEEM SO REAL MAKING SKIES FILL UP WITH RAIN MAKING TEARS FILL UP THE DRAIN MAKING MOVIES FILLED WITH PAIN MY STRANGE ANGEL THE CHANGE ANGEL PRESS PLAY- AND THE MUSIC WILL OBEY MAKING PATTERNS IN THE FIELD BEFORE IT SLIPS AWAY PRESS PLAY- AND WATCH THE MOVIES SWAY BEFORE THEY SLIP AWAY I DON’T REALLY CARE- BUT DOES IT SEEM SO STRANGE TIME ONLY LOVES ME WHEN I CHANGE I DON’T REALLY CARE, I DON’T REALLY CARE NO!
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MAKE ME HAPPY NOW I'M LAUGHING SUMMER RAINDROP NOW WE'RE DANCING ME AND YOU WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT THROUGH THERE'S NO MORE TO DO JUST PINK AND BLUE ANEMONE TATTOO MAKE ME HAPPY NOW I'M LAUGHING SUMMER RAINDROP NOW WE'RE DANCING IN PINK AND BLUE ANEMONE ANEMONE TATTOO
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Ice Flower 02:01
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WE’RE MADE OF STARDUST OR NUCLEAR WASTE HEART EMOJI WHAT MORE CAN I SAY? KEEP ME SMILING KEEP ME TURNING MY HEAD MR. SPINS KEEPS ME GUESSING MY WAY TO THE END WE’RE MADE OF STARDUST OR NUCLEAR WASTE HEART EMOJI WHAT MORE CAN I SAY? KEEP ME DANCING KEEP ME CHASING THE VIEW MR. SPINS, I AM WRITHING WHAT MORE CAN I DO?
10.
Simulations 03:30
CROSSTOWN TRAFFIC OVERHEATS MY STEREO- NINETY NINE DEGREES CREATES AGITATION TIME TO BOUNCE FORSAKE THIS SIMULATION MUSIC FORGETS FORGIVES THIS DISSONANCE RENEWED AGAIN WITHIN THIS CHRYSALIS WHEN THE RAIN COMES THE HEAT WILL DISSIPATE JUST WAIT BREATHE AND MEDITATE CROSSTOWN TRAFFIC YOU WERE DUE TO BE THROUGH TONIGHT HELD UP BY A LOFI TRAFFIC LIGHT I’M NOT GONNA CRY I KNOW IT WILL BE ALRIGHT THIS IS SOME SUMMER NIGHT I’M IN LOVE WITH MY STEREO I DON’T REALLY CARE THAT I GOT NOWHERE TO GO WHEN THE DAY COMES THE DARKNESS DISSIPATES JUST WAIT BREATHE AND MEDITATE 12345678 22345678 32345678 42345678
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LET THE MADHOUSE PASS BY LET THE MADHOUSE PASS BY LOVE, WE ARE MUCH TOO YOUNG TO DIE WHAT IS THE CONFUSION? A FUNHOUSE FULL OF ILLUSION GET OUT OF THE WAY! OH RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN….. WHY CAN’T I FIND A PLACE TO HIDE? I HAVE TO TAKE THE FUNHOUSE RIDE LET THE MADHOUSE PASS BY LET THE MADHOUSE PASS BY LOVE, WE ARE MUCH TOO YOUNG TO DIE WHERE IS MY CONNECTION? FOOLED BY A FUNNY REFLECTION LOOK AT THE BIG FACE AND RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN, RUN…. I CANNOT FIND A PLACE TO HIDE PAST THE TUBES OF FLUORESCENCE TOWARD THE TOMB OF OUR ESSENCE HOLD ME TIGHT ……. LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE LOVE, WE ARE MUCH TOO YOUNG TO DIE I DON’T WANNA TAKE THE FUNHOUSE RIDE I TRY TO KISS THE OTHER SIDE AND FALL THROUGH LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE I WOULD RATHER STAY HERE WITH YOU
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Secret Boy 03:32
FIRST TIME THE PHONE RINGS TO MY EAR I’M ELUSIVE MAN CALIFORNIA SAW ME REALLY FUCKING FADED MAN EYE TO EYE IN A PASSION DANCE SECRET BOY WITH MY SECRET PLANS TALK ME DOWN AND OUT MY HEAD IN A DOUBLE BED NEW RELEASES GET DELAYED BY THE BLOGS AGAIN BACK ME UP IF THE TOURING FAILS THE SACRED TEXT IS THE ALBUM SALES YOU KNOW THAT I’M SO DOWN, NEVER SLOW DOWN AND I’M SO FOR THAT, TAKE CONTROL OF THAT I REALLY SAW YOU IN THAT S- CLASS BENZ I SAW THE INSIDE OF YOUR HIGH RISE THEN A FUCKING WASTER IN THE WAY THAT I SPEND MY TIME ICEY FEELINGS COME TO ME IN A FOREIGN RIDE EYE TO EYE IN ANOTHER TIME SECRETS KEPT OF ANOTHER KIND I CAN FEEL YOU BREATHING HARD WHEN I’M BY YOUR SIDE I KNOW THE FEELING THAT’S BEEN KEEPING YOU UP AT NIGHT I AND I IS A PASSIONATE LIE SECRET BOY IN A SECRET LIFE I REALLY FELT IMPRESSED THEN SOMETHING THAT I MISSED THEN SOMETHING BOUT IT TELLS ME YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME SO CALL ME LIKE THE ONE THE ONE YOU’VE BEEN IGNORING PASSING OUT AND THEN BUY YOU SOMETHING FOREIGN I WAS REALLY IN SEATTLE WITH MY LAST BAND SOARING LIKE A REAL HEART BREAKER, WEST COAST TOURING WROTE HALF AN ALBUM BEFORE I BAILED STILL COLLECTING FROM ALBUM SALES CALL ME WHEN YOU WANT ME OR IF SOMETHING’S REALLY WRONG BABY I JUST COULDN’T STAND WHEN I CRASHED THAT CAR SECRET TEXT WHEN I RAN THE LIGHT I AND I IS A PASSIONATE LIE SECRET BOY IN A SECRET LIFE
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Wearing You 03:20
CAPTURED BY THE SHRINKING VIEW WAS IT ALL A DREAM OR WAS IT TRUE? (UNTANGLE UNTWIST AND UNFOLD) FACING THE DAWN'S ICE COLD LIGHT THE GLARING TRUTH THAT STINGS MY EYES I WOULDN’T HAVE BELIEVED WHAT A TANGLED WEB WE COULD WEAVE FOLLOWED CULTS OF MADNESS TO THE LEFT FOLLOWED CULTS OF SADNESS TO THE RIGHT WALKED INTO THE WILDERNESS AND MET THE NIGHT NOW I’M STARING THROUGH THE WINDOW WITH EYES SO BLUE- YOU WEAR ME OUT WHEN I’M WEARING YOU SO BLUE- YOU WEAR ME OUT WHEN I’M WEARING YOU CAPTURED BY THE SHRINKING VIEW WAS IT ALL A DREAM OR WAS IT TRUE? FACING THE DAWN'S NEW GOLD LIGHT AFTER KINGS AND TYRANTS HAVE RULED THE NIGHT I WOULDN’T HAVE BELIEVED WHAT A TANGLED WEB WE COULD WEAVE FOLLOWED CULTS OF MADNESS TO THE LEFT FOLLOWED CULTS OF SADNESS TO THE RIGHT THROUGH THE VALLEY'S SHADOW STRAIGHT INTO THE NIGHT NOW I’M STARING THROUGH THE WINDOW WITH EYES SO BLUE- YOU WEAR ME OUT WHEN I’M WEARING YOU SO BLUE- YOU WEAR ME OUT WHEN I’M WEARING YOU UNTANGLE UNTWIST AND UNFOLD

about

Releasing this album feels magical. Some of the songs were written many years ago and I’m so happy they are finally getting to live. All the lyrics are about different sides of myself; inner conflict, reconciling with who I used to be, love, pain and the transcendence of it all.

This album is a celebration of the uniqueness in every human; the right to stand solidly in who YOU are, rather than giving in to society’s pressures to conform. It is about living harmoniously with oneself, with others, and with nature. It is about integrating all sides of ourselves and accepting imperfections and shortcomings in ourselves and in others. It is about witnessing the darkest aspects of human nature- and having the capacity to love rather than judge. Flamboyant NonViolent represents the part of me that shouts an infinite YES to life, understands all sides of it, and wants to dance with it any way I can.

Love,
Ida No

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released October 17, 2023

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Fawn Portland, Oregon

Fawn is a pop duo from Portland, OR consisting of Ida No and Nat Walker.

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